Jens: You are the most beautiful thing these eyes have seen.

1st week of school.Put all my efforts ,try to keep awake and pay attention.Works weren't that hard but it is getting harder and harder. I dont force myself to get an A or get my ass into any of the pro classes instead , I want improvement. Class will be having a test or should say quiz on 4th of feb. It gonna be something big for me...Im so gonna work hard for the quiz/test. The first ever test of 2010 , means lots. Getting a new good number (result) for the test will give me lots encouragement to do better than last year. My class , 2jing. Im not embarrass to say it loud because i dont deserve to get into any good classes. Maybe next year ? Yea , next year. Acted abit quiet in school or should say in class , not emoing. Just because i dont (wanna) know anyone of them...Im scare to get in a new class , just like last year. I dont want things like that to happen again but im pretty sure , it wont happen in this class , they are different...way more different.

You dont have to promise/show, swear eaither to the others that you'll get good results.
You'll get what you pay.