Tuesday, July 20, 2010

MOVED !

Yo peeps!
MOVED !
www.jensning.blogspot.com
REMEMBER TO RE-LINK ME YO!
=)

Saturday, July 10, 2010

I dont know,
I dont know,
I dont know-

I want,
I want,
I want-

I can't,
I can't
I can't-

Friday, July 9, 2010

well, it's life..

Is what im gonna say-

Ohkay, short post here.
Life ain't that great nowadays. As this few weeks..
Friendship , relationship..everythingg.
Screw it all.
CHURCH, you made me down.
GIRLS, you made me upset
I gonna agree with bowen, I EFFING HATE CHURCH ISSUES
Going to youth and night service tomorrow.
Pls lord, how am i gonna face every single one of them?
it wasn't my fault AT ALL.
Well, like what b told me that day, i shouldn't care bout it too muchhh.
You're innocence , you did nothing wrong.
Thanks b! You're really awesome!
Thanks for encouraging me every single time when i've probs
Thanks for being by my side every single minute when im down and upset.
but yea, we're just best friends.
I want it more but in fact, i know , i can't..


heyyo bowen,
i hope you enjoyed alot..
yes, church issues suckballs.
ngekngekk.
girl, dont stress out too much!
i'll be here for you =)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

not because of who am i -


hey guys! Long time no see =)
Well, life changed alittle after A4J..
Did lots decision after that.
GOD IS EVERYTHING
Read bible everydayy
finished reading before 30 and trip to hell!
THe books are very nice!
Currently crazy over watching god's power..really nice conference =)
50% of my phone's song track are workship songs!
DAMN AWESOME!
hehe~
crazyyoungchristian xD

ohyea, wei xiong fetched my back from school last few days!
thanks thanks thanks =)
Well, i'll pray for you and christine!
He called me last night...blowed water from 12am till 6am
awesome enough? damn yeng x))
woke up at 3.45pm this afternoon..slept for freaking 15hours!
and that's why i can't sleep noww==
it's latee.
OHYEA, im having a real christian name very soon!
As JENS aint my real nickname! Just a short form of my JENSNING
So, there's some option for me to choose!
Eshelle , Sherbell , Rosebell , Elouise
sounds abit weird rightt ? well, it's my fav!
Comment pls!


IM SO DAMN IN LOVE
=)
no larh, just kidding x)


Well, life's still great without you =)
god healled everything in my life!
my feelings , everything!
hahas. i still wanna see you and your sister at church one day!
kennard's gonna do lots =)


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=)

Sunday, June 20, 2010

and there's miracle-

LOL?
Stage of Bukit Jalil outdoor confrence =)
Vicky and me. Dougei enoughh xD

L3 , resting xD
FGA 's main hall.
Me, Raymond

Wen
Grace quah , Alice , John Ooi , Me =)
mine , songkiat's , bowen's. RANDOMm
Awakening for Jesus!
Mine, songkiat,bowen's

dance performance by FGA

it was raining , we prayed , it stoped.
AMEN !
Daniel chong a.k.a FGA CYC'S lead singer is so damn freaking hottt! but paster philip the most xD
BOWEN , my babyy, said that he's not hot!

Friday, June 18, 2010

I JUST LOVE YOU ! AMEN =)

Heylo guys! It's the third day of A4J ! ( AWAKENING FOR JESUS )
Everything's okay =) i love it alottt!


Wake up all MALAYSIANS !
Revival is leaving MALAYSIA !
It's our country! Our place!
WE DONT WANNA LOSE THE CHANCE TO LET ALL MALAYSIANS TO KNOW JESUS !
WE AREN'T GONNA WAIT FOR ANOTHER TWENTY YEARS !
WAKE TO ALLS !
JESUS IS MY LORD , FOREVER !
AMENNNNNN !!!!

Lord, please dont leave us, we need you , WE NEED YOU !
I can't even imagine how would life be without you lord.
You helped me to get thru everything , EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE!
I JUST WANNA SEE REVIVAL IN MALAYSIA!
DON'T TELL ME IT'S IMPOSSIBLE , BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN FAITH , I BELIEVE IN LORD.

DON'T LET THE REVIVAL LEAVE,PEOPLE!
We need revival in Malaysia.
Lord, i need you , we need you!
AMEN ? AMEN !

so here, my fav pastor PHILIP MENTOFA =)
Our beloved ps philip!thnks for your love to Malaysia, truly blessed in A4J this yr. I'll try my best to grow faster and not to forget oso the homework that u ask us to do b4 next year, and we will b strong enough to stand on our own feet, I mean God's feet xD

2mr last night of crusade, will pray & shela everyday in my life. I PROMISE TO YOU !


PS. PHILIP


Well peeps, have i ever mentioned that he went to HELL before ?! no, i guess. So here is it! Will share you something that i've here. Words by ps. PHILIP !

Dear Friend,
January 1st, 2000, 5 am in the morning, I was in the large desert, dry and infertile. The wind was so heavy and weather was so hot. I saw a lot of weird and disgusting animals that I've never seen before in my life. I walked step by step through the desert till I found my self in a gloomy place.I had strange feeling that time and I could feel the pain spread to all of my bones. The situation was silent and dark. No wind blew. Dark cloud appeared surround that place.I could not describe it in better words because there was only horrified of hell!A huge gate appeared in front of me. I felt nervous and worried but I tried to open that gate anxiously. It was not difficult to open it. I opened it and shocked because there was another gate bigger than the first one. It was written on top of that gate VALLEY OF TORTURE.
There was a doubt in my heart implicitly, whether I should continue this trip or not. But something that powerful inside of me made me to go on. My heart beat was loud as I could hear it my self while I opened the next gate and.Oh my God!... I could not believeI could not believe what I sawbut it was real.
There was a long dark path in front of me. I stood in the side of the gate watching and predicting how large and long that path was but I could not see it clearly. I saw a vogue rise up in the end of that path. I thought it was terrible ocean of fire!
Along way I walked in that dark path, I saw many people were tortured by creatures wearing black clothes and having horns in their heads. I saw they were so cruel in torturing everyone there before they were put into the fire ocean at the end of the path. I heard affecting tears and pain mix up with dirty laugh sounds in that dirty place.
At the edge of the path, there was a young woman whose hands were bound at a piece of wood and she was surrounded by a lot of horned creatures who made fun of her and laugh at her. I saw her face was pail and white filled by fear. A strange weapon that I have never seen before was swinging in front of her face. I did not know exactly what it was but it was like a fork with a sharp cutting edge in the top of it. That weapon was carried by one of the horned devils which surrounded that woman. I heard the devils were threatening that poor frightened woman, �Lie!... Common, lie!!!I saw her become more frightened. She was completely fell into the power of that horned devils so that she obeyed them whatever they want. That woman answered .Yes, yes, I lied! I lied!All of the devils were laugh, seems that they were satisfied with the young womans answer. I though after that woman did everything that they want, they will be released her. But what happened next was really made me shock! The devil stabbed that horrible thing into her face! The fresh blood squirted from her face! It was so horrifying! Her face did not have a shape anymore and her cried of pain so heartbreaking!
Stop! Stop it! I yelled.
But it strange, they could not heard my voice; even more my appearance seemed invisible for them! I felt disgusted for everything that I saw, but there were a lot of other views that surprise me and made me shock!
Then, I saw a man whose hair was burnt, only rotten skull remain. There were unburnable maggots come out from his skull cavity. He was lying and carrying from the end of the path not far from fire, I thought that they tortured him for a long time. His body was burning and his flesh was melting because he was lying near the hottest fire ever!
The devils who carried him were laughing at him. There was nothing he could do besides surrender him self to them. He was dying but he could not die. He looked like having terrible pain, seemed he wanted to say something for mercy. One of those devils said, Common, masturbate! Masturbate!! That man shaking answered, Yes, I masturbate! I masturbate! Aaaahhhhh! He was screaming and a lot of maggots come out from all of his body so many!! I felt disgusted when I saw it, even when I heard his screaming so horrible!!!
There were more screaming and commanding that I heard.Common, drink! Drink! Gambling! Deceive! and those devils were laughing and enjoying the moaning of pain and tears, as they were listening wonderful music. I was afraid to walk in through that path. I only saw as far as I could and I was sure there were more kind of tortures at that place which is more appropriate to be called barracks of torture.
I found a view that made me really shock, there were many righteous and religion people there!! I did not believe it but I did not have power to deny all that I saw. I heard all their screaming when they were being tortured. They cried out for God, �God, help me! God, do I always be together with You? You tough us at our towns and I served You Lord!
They were begging to God but salvation had already close for them, till I heard they abused Him! My heart was breaking when I saw it! After that I was in the top of the horrible situation I could not do that journey anymore. And I believed if I continued this journey, I will have been dead! God I cried Please bring me out from here! Please God. All of these were a vision, a horrible vision vision of Hell! I was so happy when I found out that I was at home, even though after that I got ill for couple days. All of my bones and pivots were hurt; I suffered stomach disorder and got shock day by day.
I prayed to God and wondered what its all about, what He wants through my experience. God gave me understanding and deep burden for people around me. God wants me to tell what have been happened and will be happened to everyone. A lot of them are having fun, eating, drinking, having party, free sex, drugs and others seems that they can enjoy them forever. They do not realize that hell and the horned devils are waiting for them. They are the next victims.
I know that God really loves you. This vision that is showed to me proof that He still gives you a chance to repent.
My dear friend, I have to write this article to warn you. I do not want you having the same experiences as those people there. Truly, I love you all and I hope you will meditate all of these and repent. Accept Jesus Christ as your savior personally and start a new life and do not come out from the road that Jesus has decided to us.God Bless You.Your friend, Philip Mantofa.

Jesus! i love you =)
AMENN!

Monday, June 14, 2010


YAY~
Shopping with bowen tiong tomorrow!
SUNWAY =)