im sort of envy =(

sort of envy , my sister with her boy friend =)

sort of envy , my sister's macbook

sort of envy , my sister's driver

sort of envy , my sister's 38inch plasma

sort of envy , my sister's piano

sort of envy , my brother's nintendo wii

sort of envy , my brother with his girl friend

sort of envy , my brother's car

sort of envy , my brother's guitar

sort of envy , my brother's king size bed

The days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

Is made up on your side

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do

Reminds me of you

And all I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do

I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe

I need to feel you here with me

Yeah

The words I need to hear

will always get me through the day

And make it ok

it's okay

because im okay =)

Keep holding on

I just wanna be strong

and i dont wanna be the last to know

anymore