im not the girl - that you are looking for

一直逃面对你的死去， 表现不懂爱是什么。爱一个人可以天长地久，但一段爱情的生命要看你能不能让你爱的人继续爱你。我的爱情死了，我不愿意看请这个事实，我一度以为它起死回生。我确定它已死了不然为什么我会那么痛心和难过。死了不能再回生,能做的，就是接受这个事实。
just from ashley's ex blog. kinda touchingg. love it damn much. seriously meaningful




wtf.1st time facing THIS kind of problem.le sighs lah.i really dont know what to do.all the things you've been telling me really driving me crazy.they keep spining around my head and repeat non-stop like a sound machine.i cant belive it.
I knew that theres sth wrong with you or me ?
whats the fucking problem in me ?


ok...change to another topic.
someone told me i changed
and u made me scream ever after
ok. honestly i didnt really change much .
i just live how i live.
not how u live.
i dont really know whether isit true or whatever.
but i just live like how i live
maybe having a new boy make my change alot .
but its still the same right ? i guess...
or just slightly get " ruder "
herm...or something more different in me ?
but then what i realized is ...
im getting crazy and crazier !!!
two couples broke up because of my crazy-ness and of cuz my fav game
TRUTH OR DARE
im really sorry la.db zai XD



maybe is time now to introduce u my dear and honey and darlings
ok. the 1st one might be.....

ZHEN YING
she's one of my DEAR in the whole world
she's cute
she's funny
she's pretty
she's mineee !
and running , basketball , debate are always her fav
she's STILL SINGLE !!
boys !! plss. dont be a scary cat.
chase her pls.
i dont want her to be single anymore !
let me know if u wan her phone number
24 hours on call !!!!



2nd dear
AH HE
lolx. my current boyy.
he will never be my 1st dear becuz ...
herm.
noone can ever replace zhen ying.
sorry yeaa. XD
okok.back to him.
he isnt really good looking
BUT
i just love that way he acts
the way he smiles
the way he talk
and of cuz the way he WALKS
walking is he's pasion running is he's perfection XD
i think.
although he's my dear
but then i dont really know him well.
guyz just YET.
i hope we can really be crazy together !!

NEXT,
my darling
im really sorry my dar.
u r the 3rd one XD
YU TENG
ok.obviously she's pretty.
and abnormal
she has a sepecial "taste"
i mean like she is special larhh.
and she is freaking smart !!

honeyy.
she's my one and the only one honey !!
SOO MUN SUET A.K.A SMS
i seriously cant live without her.
she gave me alot. seriously alot
she teman me when im bored.
she talked crap with me when im bored.
she ♥ me when noone ♥ you
<3>

NEXT
MY DARS IN SOCIETY

1. ashley - a shopaholic that i admires alot
2. qi dong - a dancer that i jelous alot
3. yong qing - a pretty girl that i cant wait to marry her XD
4. yi xue - ballet genius
5. jia wen - the perfect dancer
6. yue wen - smartt. pretty
7. li yue - the ballerina that i adore lots
8. pei jing - my fav girl
9. yuji - she's the perfect mum in the world although she isnt a mum YET
10. wen hui - my loverr XD
and lots to go actualy i scared if i continue writing my dars name , im not gonna sleep the whole night long because ada alot laa !!



i loves
my dear
my life
my sch ( i think )
my primary
my laptop
my phones
my ipod.
my home
my siblings
my parents
my friends
my hobby


i ♥ you
not you but you
<3 = ♥