A moment lost '

I'm in the room, it's a typical Friday night
I'm listening to the kind of music that you like
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
So why can't you see?
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But don't break my heart slow
sometimes i wonder
how will it gonna feel

Am I ready for the joy?
Am I ready for the pain?
Am I ready for the stars?
Am I ready for you ?

she's done suffering .